My Dear, Loyal Brothers!
It was imparted to me that I should explain a truth so that you do not accuse one another of egotism or disloyalty.
At one time I observed that some of the great saints who had renounced egotism and none of whose evil‑commanding souls remained, complained bitterly about them and I was astonished. I later understood perfectly that on the death of the evil-commanding soul, its implements are handed over to veins of temperament and emotions, so that the striving of the soul can continue to the end of the person’s life; and the exertion does continue. Those great saints, then, complain of this second enemy and heir of the soul.
Moreover, spiritual worth, station, and virtue do not look to this world so that they should make themselves felt. In fact, since some of those at the highest station do not perceive the great divine favours bestowed on them, they consider themselves to be more wretched and bankrupt than everyone, which shows that the wonder‑workings, unfoldings, illuminations, and lights which the mass of people consider to be spiritual perfection, cannot be the means to and touchstone for that spiritual worth and those stations.
This is proved by the fact that although one hour of the Companions of the Prophet (UWBP) had the worth of a day of other saints, or perhaps forty days’ ordeal, all the Companions experienced the same wondrous illuminations and states as the saints.
My brothers, be careful! Do not let your evil‑commanding souls deceive you by comparing others to yourselves and thinking ill of them; do not allow them to make you doubt the Risale‑i Nur’s ability to train.